how is this to end? she stays he leaves. why? what is the reason? it doesn't make sense. i have to get is straight in my head. that's never gonna work. it doesn't make sense. they both stand each other up. he walks away. where is she? what does he want? what does she need? when did she become so important? the questions torment me as i lie, waiting for dormancy.
I want to be immersed in darkness and consumed by silence. No more feeling. Please.
I wish I could pull that off.